This work is about how culture has torn apart my perception of myself. Like the denim, I feel thrown out as if no one would care about me. I found the jeans throughout the streets of Lethbridge. At first, the project was a quilt about being biracial and how I feel stuck in between two cultures, never fitting into either. I have felt my experiences with culture have been unique to how other biracial individuals feel. When it came to being a part of the puzzle that is community and culture, I felt like a piece of the puzzle that didn't belong. This thought process is what brought me to explore the project further. It became a jacket that I could embrace myself in; the aspect of embracement was something I had to explore after years of pretending to fit into a mould of an average straight white male. This project is about reclaiming my identity. This is me saying, “This is who I am: a transgender pansexual Whasian Canadian (White and Asian), and I want everyone to know.” To come out during a pandemic is kind of a wired thing. How do I tell and show people?
My challenge is in presenting myself with the jacket. The solution was to rebuild my body in 3d Max from head to toe. But the construction of the jacket was much more complicated than anything else. Being a digital artist, sculpting with fabric presented a new medium. I avoided making the jacket look like anything manufactured. If it did, I felt like it would be fitting the mould of what society says is or is not a jacket. Have you ever felt like you didn't belong?